said...'young at heart'....hehe [edited]

I am 24 years old....today!!!!

getting old....but age is just a number rite?? *wink*wink*

and was with my beloved family around...including my aunts, cousins,uncles...etc........cause today is tahlil arwah for my dearest late cousin sis....I couldn't help but cried silently for a while (nobody noticed cause they thought i got flu...hehe)...as she was one of the 1st person who will call and wish me 'happy birthday'...missed her though..

however, her cute lil daughter have wished me on her behalf..she was really cute  when she asked me if today is my birthday... :D

on the other hand....my birthday also is filled with sudden hot fever (yes..i am covering myself with a sweater and not turning on any fan while typing..hehe..sangat sejuk), 2nd day of monthly holiday.....what else i could ask for ^^

and..i want to thank to all my beloved friends for their wishes via calls and messages...thanks all...love u! (u know who u are) 

waiting for surprise cake (which is not a surprise anymore...) and pizza (waiting for my mushroom soup)....

going to have dinner soon.....

and the tango is saying...'i'm still young at heart...age is just a number..hehe'

The Interview

Dunno how to describe it....

But I guess it was okay.....

Now just have to wait for the result.....

and just accept it when the time comes.....

and the tango dancer would like to get some rest she thinks she deserved....

Said...'Jangan Panic'

Mock Call 2 today....

out of 5 calls....3 fatal.....

1/ forgot to check session..

2/ wrong website address mentioned

3/ wrong place to troubleshoot on configuration....

:|

Still okay...but need to be alert....

and the QA said before we start...'cube jangan panic yer'

the tango today is blur..and panicky....heheh... :)

The FLY fm pagi Show "Wake Up Your Brain"......

"Scrub a dub dub, Two hands in a tub, A quack at the back, A moo up head."

Can go to the website to check on wrong answers....

http://www.flyfm.com.my/flyfm_pagishow_wuyb.asp

the Question above now is worth RM 5800....interesting yet addictive game....i want to win!!!

A Quote...

" One song can spark a moment, One flower can wake the dream. One tree can start a forest, One bird can herald spring. One smile begins a friendship, One handclasp lifts a soul. One star can guide a ship at sea, One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation, One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness, One laugh will conquer gloom "

- Anonymous....

Someone said...

A: jaz,apesal ko nampak lain ari ni..

me: lain??ape yang lain? *blur*

A: ntah la...muke ko nampak cam serabut je?

me: serabut? takla....

and I just ignored it since we were going to sit for basic technical assessment later..

after assessment, was walking alone towards LRT station (since the others have not came out from the room and felt so malas nak tunggu)....suddenly the thought of me being serabut came into mind...

aku serabut ke arini?????

the tango is confused? :|
 

da word 'study'

S.T.U.D.Y.

jom?!

tapi tengah lapar....... :|

cam sangat malas.....and want to watch drama....hehe

I NEED MUST SET MY PRIORITIES RIGHT....no more playing around...

and the tango struggles to learn the steps over and over again...... :)

gambate!~

said...'it is going to be a super long day'

I'm just not sure where to vent my frustration at....

To family members? friends??? or just type it here.....

I am totally annoyed........full stop....by what...or whom......i prefer to keep it to myself....

maybe it is childish of me to be annoyed....or maybe it is the hormone imbalances....or maybe due to my flu...or it could be because of next week's assessment......haha..I am not sure of the exact cause...

stress?????? perhaps.....

I hate this feeling.....

it is going to be a super long day at work.....

and the tango is struggling to figure out the step.... ><

Can you hear me???

said..'it's gonna be hectic'

Today....

i just realised that next week is going to be a very busy week....

Tuesday (26th Jan) - Basic Technical Assessment (compulsory to pass this assessment)

Wednesday (27th Jan) - Assessment II and Mock Call II (must pass to ensure we understand the technical issues and able to do troubleshooting...)

Friday (29th Jan)- Interview...with SPA people....

and this weekend....

Elly's birthday celebration plus tahlil for my late cousin sister....

ohh...and lalalanders makan-makan...this friday?? not sure if i will be able to join them....since I will be having extra class on that day to replace the class we missed last week.... =='

hope everything will run smoothly..insyaAllah...

the tango is going to work hard for it's important performance.....

hwaiting!!!~~ ^^

said...'move on'

somewhat somehow one human will manage to move on with their life even the past was like a hell for them...

cause one human has this protecting factor and the protecting factor can be anything

for me...my protecting factor is my family & my best friends.....

and the best protecting factor of all is Him......

the tango is moving on.....

Said...'it's confirmed'

Yesterday...I wasn't feeling good....felt something's going to happen today....

and it is CONFIRMED.....

my heart wasn't feeling good yesterday due to....today's sudden mock call assessment......

and I've made 2 silly mistakes out of 5 mock calls.....Alhamdulillah

well...will not procrastinate when it comes to studying for next mock call exam!! hehe..insyaAllah...

and the tango has fixed the step it missed..... ;)

hati

hati sangat tidak tenang hari ini....

aku ade wat salah besar ke? atau ada sesuatu bakal berlaku esok?

duhai hati...kenapa begini??? :/

i wonder........

jom bace Quran....pemberi ketenangan kepada diri....

and the tango missed it's one step......today...

said 'the new old environment...'

Finally..

I am back to blogging...or to be exact..back to blogger.....huhu...

I guess I like to try things out before sticking to one thing...and I hope this would be my last and final blog..no more attempts to create a new blog.....

My life is like a tango.....has its own tango rhythm...it can be sad....and it can be happy...

this tango has lots of unidentified feelings...or i should say the-i-would-ignore-feelings....

People has their own thoughts..I do have my thoughts....and I do have feelings (even though I am always blur and have this delayed emotion thingy)... =p

Right now...

the tango is trying its best to get back to its normal rhythm...

let's tango....in this new old environment... shall we? ;)