Re-Visit.....

 Assalamualaikum...

Wow...Is has been long...errm...months? 5 months since my last post here...wowww..

And only today I got the time to re-visit my abandoned 'nest' *excuses*

Been busy with work and activities...hence life was very hectic for me...which I am grateful for *Alhamdulillah* =)

There were a lots ups and downs this year...meeting new friends, doing good things. crazy things..and other events which I did not manage to share and might not sharing it here...hehe...

It is going to be a super long boring post since I am free!! *but I'm suppose to be studying for my class tomorrow..hehehe*

here we go...

Highlights In

July 2011

My Best Friend Got Married!!!!!!!!!

Am soooo happy for her!!!! And now she is preparing herself to become a mother..insyaAllah.. =)  Almost cried during her nikah..but did not..hehe..(am a very slow person when is related to emotion)

I've already lost her to her husband...

but but but, this is not stopping me from meeting her.. hehehe

It is late... but still want to say.....congratulations dear!!!!! You already move to another and the other phase of life..Preserve your life well and appreciate people around you more..I know you'll become the best wife and mother to your family...insyaAllah...

love ya! =P

Cousins Wedding!! Visit to India...my other 'kampung'

A short visit to India, about 5 days 4 nights. My cousins wedding in Chennai (3 cousins got married).

It was a simple but eventful wedding.. I really adore the simplicity and the way they they work together during pre-wedding and after the wedding. They looked so relaxed like nothing is happening on the day of event.

If is it in Malaysia, I bet we will be tensed in making sure the wedding going on smoothly...hehe..total different environment I've experienced...it was good.really good experience...

 Dear pretty Grandma..

2 Couples who got married...

Ohh..and I am not a shopaholic..I ended up being one there cause fell in love with the colors of Saree and Punjabi suits! hehe..Unfortunately, we only manage to visit the stores for short time due to the wedding...and we just grabbed what we need.. huhu..must go visit there again..and also to make it a longer trip so can stay in my grandma's place, which is located in a  village at South of India, near the sea....scenery there is total beauty!

August 2011

Here comes the holy month..Ramadhan. 

Fasting month this year mostly was spent with my family as usual but this year was special for me and the rest of my family...

cause this is the last Ramadhan we spent with my late Grandpa. Also, my 2nd Uncle came down from India and stayed here for 1 month+++ to look after our grandpa.

On the 7th day of Ramadhan, my late Grandpa was admitted to hospital. We rushed back to Ipoh to visit him, break fast at my uncle's and back to hospital until almost midnight. He was put under coma due to his condition was serious.

So our weekend activity is going to and fro Ipoh visiting grandpa in hospital, he woke up after few days, but still was in ICU.. late Grandpa was back home one the 3rd day of Raya i think...

Still visit him weekly after that at uncle's home...

Sept 2011

Of Course it was Raya and 3rd Q closing...I really2 hated to work..cause it was the worst (times 100) month of working...I was sooo stressed that I think I barely survived...but Alhmdulillah, I manage to go through the month with help of family and friends and dear colleagues... =)

30th Sept 2011, Friday, during subuh...

My grandpa passed away...Everything was completed very fast, from the preparation to the burial,  he looked so peaceful when I saw him for the last time...and Alhamdulillah, he manage to meet all his children before he passed away.

-Al-Fatihah for my late Grandpa-

October 2011

Was busy with work...nothing much has happened...and I can't recall any events during this month....huhu

November 2011

Family Day...work...work...work.....it has been crazy month.... but survived...heheh

and Hari Raya Haji.... =)

Ohh..my very good friends opened a boutique Sweet Roses Boutique @ Facebook page at First Subang Mall

I am soo happy and proud of them, unfortunately was not able and still not able to pay a visit to their shop yet..

Sorry dears...I will pay a visit there insyaAllah...soon...

anyways..Congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ^^

December 2011

Final month of the year...Awal Muharram...and work work work

Also, my dear parents birthday! Happy Belated Birthday dear Dad and Mom!

There was also Kids@work event..last week...as the final event for IBM Club 2011.

No more me for IBM Club 2012..I want to be home early and focus on other things next year, it has been a really good experience..got to know more people and free doorgifts??  =))

And today!! Closing for this month completed...Alhamdulillah...after all the drama and drama and drama...we have closed the all deals...

Owhh...btw I have started my Korean Language class!!! yeay!! heheh

Tomorrow is my 3rd class...and I have not studied yet! *okok will start studying after posting this out*

Alhamdulillah...everything that has happen this year..ups and downs..the said and unsaid...have it's own meaning and it is for our greater good..we are still breathing this year...and we are still here..striving our best for the future..insyaAllah 2012 will be a greater year for all of us. =)


and so the tango said, totally grateful for having her family, friends, colleagues and other people around her.
Alhamdulillah, and let's welcome 2012 with an open heart, new book, new chapter of life and more mysteries to come to us...insyaAllah..


Happy New Year 2012~


p/s: I have been stuttering and feel like my writing skills are getting bad....please pardon me for my bad English and grammar.....


and it ends here.... =)

Withdrawal Symptoms...

 
Thank you mom & dad...
 
Didn't know that both of you noticed I'm going through the withdrawal symptom right now.....=P

Love you! =)

My Weekend

is totally SPOILED! 

Thank you so much for your endless support.....

Kenapa orang Islam sembah bangunan kain hitam tu?

"Kenapa orang Islam sembah bangunan kain hitam tu?"

"Oh.. itu Kaabah atau nama lainnya Baitullah"

"Baitullah tu apa?"

...

"Secara terjemahan mudah maknanya Rumah Allah"

"Allah ada dalam tu?"

"Tak.."

"Jadi, kenapa sembah bangunan tu kalau Allah tak ada dalam tu?"

"Yang saya sembah bukannya bangunan tu.."

"Kamu sembah apa?"

"Saya sembah Allah swt"

"Jadi, kenapa sembah bangunan tu?"

"Saya menghadap sahaja ke arah Kaabah tetapi saya tak sembah Kaabah.."

"Bukankah kamu sujud ke arah Kaabah, maknanya kamu sembah Kaabah la.."

"Kamu pernah tgk perlawanan bola dalam TV?"

"Pernah.. selalu.."

"Kamu tengok tv ke tengok perlawanan bola?"

"Tengok perlawanan bola la.."

"Di mana?"

"Dalam tv la.."

"Cuba buka tv tu, tengok di dalamnya ada stadium dan perlawanan bola ke tak.."

"Memanglah tak ada.. tapi itukan gambarnya ada.."

"Bukalah dalam tv, tengok ada ke tak gambar perlawanan bola dalam tu.."

"So..?"

"Maknanya kamu tengok tv, bukan perlawanan bola.. betul tak?"

"Tak.. aku tengok perlawanan bola la melaui tv tu.."

"Peliknya.."

"Sebab apa pulak pelik?"

"Ye la, kau cakap tengok perlawanan bola, sedangkan aku tengok dalam tv tu tak ada apa-apa.. yg ada hanya wayar je berselirat.."

"Memanglah dalam tv tu ada banyak wayar, tapi tv tu menayangkan gambar-gambar perlawanan bola dalamnya.."

"Hurm.. jadi tak peliklah ni..?"

"Ya.. tak pelik.."

"Jadi tak pelik jugalah aku sujud ke arah Kaabah untuk menyembah Allah swt.. walau pun dalam Kaabah tak ada Allah.."

"Erk.. kau betul.."

-->credits: found in facebook..

longest weekend

salam...

away for some time....

definitely a lot of things happened....

and it was a long weekend..

and for not being able to update anything

cause I have been busy with work, classes, activities and.. 

I think I developed "writer's block" illness)...

On jotting down what happened in the past, now and future....

1

Japan earthquake + Tsunami...followed by another earthquake in Myanmar in short period of time...this is already showing more signs of the day after...

2

I wonder how the people in Japan are surviving now.... I dun read newspapers anymore..cause it will just make me feel depressed..not because of what happened.. but because of how they portray the incidents in political way...still grateful there are still humanism but just not enough..and politic...economy...politic..artists..

3

As a committee member in company am working for...my workload just tripled within seconds...I have to complete my work. At the same time manage events for the company (call people, checklists, meetings..meetings..meetings..etc) and doing huge tender which I truly admit I even dream about them in my sleep.... 

so, the good side of this, more experience, i can multitask.........bad side..less time for self + always tired + reach home late + sometimes forgetful + panda eyes

4

Archery has been very very very interesting!! I'm glad and I'm grateful that I joined the class. One of my stress reliever other than swimming class. =)

5

Ups and downs in life... is there..always....and I am just thankful for what I have... My families are there..

and I am always and still waiting for the right time..that's why I really hope people to not to ask and not to be too excited about things that is totally uncertain...

6

My friends are getting married!! and already married!!!!!! 

so for my friends that are on their journey to the next step of their life... I have been:-

- helping out..YES

- nagging...TRIPLED YES

and my friends are saying I'm so garang...hahaha..

7

My room finally looks like a room after few weeks...Alhamdulillah..

8

My colleagues have developed a new hobby..3D puzzle...it is very interesting..and enjoyable..if you are working.. and you are stressed, you can try doing the puzzle..you will definitely have fun! ;)

9

Tmrw is blood donation campaign in office...

10

I think I want to go for a holiday...not in Malaysia...somewhere else...if only my mom would let me...huhuhu

and the tango is going to rest now after experiencing the longest weekend so far in her life... ;)

Allah puts no burden on any person beyond what He has given him. After a difficulty, Allah will soon grant relief. (Holy Quran 65:7) -Hadith of the Day-

and it is her WEDDING DAY...

A very very very close friend of mine...

Met her other half during high school..

and I still remember their first meeting...

at the Badminton Stadium...if I'm not mistaken the place was at Kepong... ^^

and their relationship blooms...

strengthened with marriage.... on 13th March 2011

Alhamdulillah... =)

Am really happy for her... ;)

Shat...Congratulations dear!!!!^^

The thing is....

My brain is divided into few parts....

family---work--work--class--family--friends---family--work--class--events--etc

and I'm not even thinking about self...about me..about my health..or about simple things that once made me happy...

and I guess I forgot on how to make my 'life' as a life again...

dah tade perasaan agaknye......huhu....

and the tango is tired..and suddenly remembered some words along this sentence...if you think that the thing is not  making you happy / content, it is time for you to look for new things and do what you like...hmmm somewhere along this line,....nites

A Quarter Century Old...

Few weeks back until yesterday...

have been receiving unpleasant news for self, family, friends and on Egypt.....

not good..not good.... *shakes head*

but I'm still smiling....... =)

He is there.....always....

I'm the one who needs to look for him more often...hehe..

*me bad* *me bad*...

Woke up this morning...

Am grateful to be alive...

breathing in the air He created....

those elements that helps with human surviving system.........

I am quarter century old....Alhamdulillah.....

thank you for twice surprise birthday celebration in office.... yes...twice....

and of course from beloved family's too......

and a gift I received earlier from a very good friend of mine since elementary school, Zully.... thank you dear.....

and all the birthday wishes..dear friends...I only can say thank you so much

and May Allah bless all of u with happiness, wealth and especially good health.... =)

I'm blessed to have all of you...as part of my life...

ur dua is more than enough for me to be happy and blessed.....

and the tango is happy...still happy... =)

Why our supplication is not answered

Ibraheem Ibn Adham was approached by a group of people. They asked him about the Saying of Allah the Most High:

“Call upon your Lord and He will answer you.” [Ghaafir:60]

They said: “We supplicate to Allah but He does not respond to (our invocations) .

Ibraheem Ibn Adham replied:
 

1. You know Allah but yet you do not obey Him.
2. You recite the Quraan but you do not act upon it.
3. You know about the shaytaan (devil) but you agree with him.
4. You claim that you love the Messenger of Allah but you abandon his sunnah.
5. You claim that you love (to enter) paradise but you do not act for it.
6. You claim that you fear the hell fire but you fail to abstain from disobedience.
7. You say that death is truly (approaching) but you do not prepare for it.
8. You are preoccupied with other people’s faults but you do not analyse your own.
9. You eat the sustenance that Allah provides (you with) but you show no thanks.
10. You bury your dead but you do not contemplate over that.

  
source: Al-Khushoo’ fee As-Salaat, with commentary and checking by Shaykh ‘Ali Ibn Hasan, by Al-Haafidh Ibn Rajab Al-Hanbali (d790) page 39. [via email]

for not being there......

Not even updating self with close friends activities.....

Not even being there for people who needs me....

Not even being a good.........(fill in the blanks)

Sorry........

Either or

It can be either one...

my feelings or it just happened.....

I see same things...repeated for 2 days...

and I'm not sure.....is it a sign?

and the tango is confused......with additional headache....thank you... =)