Weakness

  March 28,2013

"Setiap manusia punya kelemahan dan kekurangan , Tidak ada diantara kita yang sempurna , Hiduplah dengan Kasih Sayang" -  Petikan Sahabat Ustaz Don

Somehow this sentence struck my mind today, Despite being busy with work that never ends, I have decided to write.

I was out with a very close friend of mine, attending a talk. After the talk,  I kept whining at her about this one party. Somehow, I sounded angry and have hatred towards them, just because of the way they handle their operations. This I think happened for quite a long time.

2 of her replies as below, which I rephrased;

1. Why are you stressed about how they work? You already know their operating style, so just ignore and do the job assigned to you. 

2. Why you have this kind of hatred towards them ya? 

 

Both of her sentences has made me think, why am I like this. They did not do anything wrong, just because their style is like that, I do not have any reason to think this way. Every time, this topic is brought up, I will end up getting 'excited' about it. 

After I reach home, I decided to turn on my laptop and browse facebook to update myself on issues, quotes etc after few days of tireless work, I came across the above quote and my sister posted this link..This Tree

Subhanallah, within 2 hours I am receiving 3 reminders.
أستغفر الله‎ Berdosanya aku..Banyak sangat dosa kat mereka.  

Somehow, somewhere, I have lost my patience. My logical  and rational thinking is not as before and I am not able to forgive others and myself.

I have added too many salt to many lives. I have sinned, towards myself, my family and others.

Please forgive me ya Allah! 

I would like to apologize to my readers too. Please forgive me for my wrongdoings and for all the things that has happened in the past, the seen and unseen.

I have weaknesses. Others do too. Why don't we look at the strength of a person and get along with it? inshaAllah